Een vreemdeling die worstelt met vooroordelen en vernedering: het waargebeurde verhaal van een Chinese asielzoeker

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I am a refugee from China. Because of my pursuit of happiness and freedom, my opposition to the Great Firewall and the CCP's various human rights violations, I was monitored and persecuted, forced to flee my homeland, and came to the Netherlands to seek asylum. However, from the moment I set foot on this land, I realized that as an ordinary Chinese lower-class person, my situation was completely different from other asylum applicants.

I originally hoped that in a country that respects human rights, I could have a dignified and decent life, be able to express my thoughts freely, and no longer live in fear. However, reality made me completely sober - my dream has gone off track. While living in the Netherlands, I suffered discrimination and prejudice from different races and was treated unfairly. I thought that European society respects multiculturalism, but in fact, many people living in the Netherlands have stereotypes and hostility towards me, and government staff are full of racists who are good at insulting and belittling others. Only a few people are truly respectable. The Dutch government does not really care about refugees like me. They just regard me as an "illegal immigrant" who can never be accepted or recognized, and let me live in a refugee camp without dignity.

The Dutch asylum system seems to be more inclined to accept applicants who are "influential", such as those who hold high positions in China and have already obtained lucrative benefits, or those who do whatever it takes to temporarily side with the democratic movement for personal gain. They may have protested in Hong Kong, participated in the White Paper Revolution, or established so-called "democratic parties" in Western countries, but they have never really resisted the CCP in China, but used the democratic environment overseas to gain more wealth and opportunities for themselves. Ordinary people like me who are truly convicted for their words and persecuted for their resistance have never received the attention and protection they deserve.

I have seen through the politicians in these so-called free and democratic countries. They accept Chinese refugees not out of true humanitarianism, but out of the needs of international political games. While holding high the banner of "human rights", they continue to cooperate economically with the CCP to safeguard their respective interests. The "human rights" they talk about are nothing more than a tool to whitewash their own image.

Now, I have received a rejection decision for my asylum application. I will not choose to appeal, because I have seen clearly that this country does not belong to me and they have never welcomed me. I am mentally prepared to return home. If I encounter any misfortune due to freedom of speech, I will make all the evidence, videos and related materials public as much as possible and submit them to the United Nations and other international organizations to prove that China is not a safe country.

The Chinese Constitution does not really guarantee citizens' freedom of speech. Any criticism and opposition to the CCP may be labeled as "inciting subversion of state power" and sentenced to prison. This is the reality of China and the reason why I was forced to flee.

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Immigration has not made a decision on my asylum application. When I was really ready to leave and tried to contact various departments to express my intention to return to my country, they ignored me. Even the attitude of the VWN refugee organization was the same. I live in an environment like a concentration camp every day, living with some evil people from the Middle East and a few Indians who like to create disputes. It's really terrible.

Just yesterday, a Middle Eastern kid who created conflicts, about 30 years old, but with a child's mind. He has been occupying the laundry equipment since morning and washing his clothes repeatedly. Although I kindly reminded him many times before, I was not happy that his bad behavior became worse. He still maliciously occupied the washing machine for a whole day and did not let the washing machine run normally, causing others to be unable to wash clothes. His mentally retarded behavior lasted from morning until nine o'clock in the evening, when he stopped his prank and washed and dried his set of clothes.

In fact, every time I wanted to wash clothes, he would deliberately make trouble, as if he wanted me to be his housekeeper and help him wash and dry clothes. But yesterday, I decided not to indulge his evil deeds. I did nothing the whole day but quietly watched him do evil, letting him realize how stupid his behavior was and how much it dragged down others. The impression they left on me was that every day they were in the living room insulting and belittling me and trying to create all kinds of conflicts. I really didn't expect that some people in the Middle East were so uncultured, so ungenerous and arrogant, so I think this is already their territory. I don't want to argue with them too much. This is just one of the reasons why I want to leave.

"While applying for asylum in the Netherlands, I felt that I was treated like a war criminal. I am mentally prepared to voluntarily choose to be repatriated and will never remain silent. I will record in detail the whole process of how the CCP arrested me by violent means. Although IOM (International Organization for Migration) does not support my return to China for my safety, the COA department tried to make me say something against my will. How is this double standard different from the fascist powers in the past? Do they want me to suffer violence and torture from the CCP after returning to China because of the issue of freedom of speech?

I now realize that the so-called democratic regime is actually just a conspiracy with the CCP behind it, trying to force refugees to surrender through mental and psychological abuse. Their real purpose is to force refugees to say something against their will and send them back to their homeland that is not safe for them, so that they can become silent lambs. This behavior exposes their hypocritical masks and makes me see clearly that they are essentially no different from the CCP, and can even be said to be linked to each other and work together. Trying to destroy human dignity and freedom.

In addition, why do I have to go back to China? Can't I choose to go to a non-Schengen country that has visa-free entry to China? Who has the right to decide my fate? Since I came to this camp, every time they invited me to talk, they never really solved any of my practical problems except ridicule and difficulties. If they don't understand refugee law and related regulations, but are simply targeting me, I ask them not to contact me again. I don't want to communicate with people who only create conflicts like this.

I can accept leaving the EU Schengen area, but they have repeatedly obstructed me from going to other third countries that have visa-free entry to China to escape the persecution of the Chinese Communist Party. I have made this clear to various departments many times - no less than five times. The Immigration Bureau also seems unwilling to make a decision on my asylum application. If the Netherlands does not welcome me, I hope they can clearly reject my asylum application. I will not force the Netherlands to accept me, but I beg them to respect my choice and let me leave this place that makes me feel like a Stasi concentration camp. "